Saharah Blue Posted July 5, 2015 Report Share Posted July 5, 2015 Every time I fall off the pool wagon I really struggle to get myself back going. I want more than anything to just go not to question or create obstacles, but I am afraid and I don't understand what I am afraid of? It is suddenly like sitting in the house in front of the computer is the only thing I can do with myself and I hate it, I feel so trapped and I don't really understand what it is all about because I love my pool time, I don't have scars I am not self conscious of my shape even when I am clearly out of shape.I don't know why I get so avoidant about leaving the house on the weekend. I seem to manage one day of shopping and errands and then fall flat. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Saharah Blue Posted July 6, 2015 Author Report Share Posted July 6, 2015 okay so after I posted this I was fed up with myself for making excuses and pretending that it was all beyond my control when it clearly is not. So, I suited up and grabbed my swim bag and just went out and did it. It was great, and the sky and water and sun renewed me and I didn't give a toss about any running commentary in my head, I just squashed it and made it happen, I am really proud of myself right now for allowing myself what I want and need and not denying myself health and happiness. *pats head Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DaisyChain Posted July 6, 2015 Report Share Posted July 6, 2015 really pleased for you Saharah Blue, you show such strength and determination, well done hunni x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
artemis84 Posted July 6, 2015 Report Share Posted July 6, 2015 Well done you! That is such an inspiring story and shows real spirit - good for you! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Crispin Posted August 3, 2015 Report Share Posted August 3, 2015 hey i did some research for you, here this might offer some helpwww . wikihow . com/Overcome-Your-Fear-of-Learning-to-Swim Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Saharah Blue Posted August 8, 2015 Author Report Share Posted August 8, 2015 Thank you for that and I might add I am not afraid to swimming I am actually afraid of having to step back into my real life after the bliss is over, I am afraid of succeeding because I actually know I can.When I read through your link it sort of showed me what is my fear, which I haven't been able to pin point, thank you Crispin, for the light bulb moment on this end. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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