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i feel defective.. i cant define how.. i just feel it.

does anyone else out there feel defective... like born that way?

if so, how are you defective?

thx

bets

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For most of my life, especially growing up I felt different, like there was something wrong with me, like I didnt fit in.

My dad tells me that I was very ill as a baby and that I continued being ill, I dont know if that has anything to do with it.

I know that I have always been a loner and still am, dont suppose that will change

Defective or not, Miss Bets, there are lots of ppl that love the stuffing out of you, including me

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bets... sorry for not replying earlier!

u are not defective!!!!

i dunno how i feel today, sorry, can't really think much as my heads to full of stuff and exploding! but i dont think people are defective! i wouldnt want to be any different- although im not sure! (very confused today!) i think its the things that happen and how you get through them that affect you the most (for me anyway). and yeah i wish stuff hadnt happened, that i hadnt done half the stuff i did, but then i wouldnt be me, wouldnt have done or met half the people i have, and life would be completely different! would it be better? i dunno, but i like things the way they are, even if my doctor says im too ill to work right now, doesnt mean im defective in my view. However my sister (pretend psychologist- yeah me being nasty today!) thinks i act how i do cos im ill (but is being ill defective??), hmmm.... she also likes to diagnose ppl so i dont listen to her!

hmmm... might have gone off the point again here!

((((((betsy))))))

tc, xx

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betsy,

i have felt defective for years.. no matter what i have done, its never felt like it was enough... its a horrible feeling.. i wish it would go away... where's my magic wand when i need it? :D

rena

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