New relationship and new surroundings, dermatillomania

[Claralara]

Hello. I just moved to a new place and am really struggling. I am in a new relationship too and it seems I’ve met a good person. I had all but given up to date as didn’t think I could cope with all the intrusive thoughts. Well they started happening again and I think strange and jealous thoughts and cannot seem to relax into the attachment. I also started a new course with many younger women and there is a history of bullying and toxic feminity. And being bad I feel it and feel very uncomfortable. I’m also living in the halls with these people and can hear their voices even now. When I moved here I was misdiagnosed with a serious pelvic condition too so it’s been an absolute nightmare. I feel like there’s no end of triggers just now and I can’t leave house as I’ve picked my face to shreds. I have plasters on and all I can do is wait, sleep and eat. But I feel trapped.