paddypotty Posted October 23, 2005 Report Share Posted October 23, 2005 can understand why you feel like that,constantly thinking of how to get back at some shits in my life.Patricia Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lindsey Posted October 23, 2005 Report Share Posted October 23, 2005 Last term at uni, whilst i was in the process of failing my exams, i tried to burn all my work, when it didnt work I went down to the River Cam, stood on Trinity college bridge, and threw it all in in front of horrified tourists-one of the most liberating experiences i've ever had! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lindsey Posted October 23, 2005 Report Share Posted October 23, 2005 Had the college porters, chaplain, and police chasing me through the college gardens in the pitch black in the middle of the night whilst I was on a suicidal rampage Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zach112331 Posted October 23, 2005 Report Share Posted October 23, 2005 I am having a mediation moment but can recall a funny one.My girlfriend was driving the care in daytime rush hour evening trafffic. i had my head in her lap - my left hand on her breast and I was masturbating. My girlfriend said," Don't look now but that guy in the van next to us is watching...we just kept on having fun Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
toonkate Posted October 23, 2005 Author Report Share Posted October 23, 2005 kool Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lauren Posted October 23, 2005 Report Share Posted October 23, 2005 must be something about that bridge. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Swan Posted October 23, 2005 Report Share Posted October 23, 2005 Thank you Cactus Feel like I've got a lot of work to do. Even though I'm alone and seem likely to stay that way since I'm so shit at intimate relationships I do feel all fired up and angry and really motivated to get a better deal for us (well, me first, but since I'm not alone in experiencing this shit, feel like I might as well try to achieve something for everyone else as well ) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zach112331 Posted October 30, 2005 Report Share Posted October 30, 2005 When we drrove cross country from New York to California we were usually pretty zonked out.I can remember crossing New Mewxico or arizona's painted desert at night. It was really pretty - and we keep breaking open capsules of amphetamines and snorting them. We had a good time driving through the night and listensing to cassette tapes.sometimes, I miss the days of heavy drug use. but then, it provbably accounts for some of the medicines I am on today....Oh well, that's life. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
alphaOmega Posted October 30, 2005 Report Share Posted October 30, 2005 Didn't know how much there was... damn! Don't know what the craziest was, but kept writing out of curiousity.does it matter what age? some are triggering...*(kid) destroyed private school science room and broke all the formaldehyde jars*sat in X's car waiting for him to come out of work so I could stab him with my metal fingernail file*crapped in friends clothes pile cuz she flirted with boyfriend *took brick to class in purse, going to clunk kid in front of me- tried to egg him on, too (he picked on me, not after that, tho)*was going to use hairspray can/lighter as flamethrower on big chick gonna beat me up. She backed off, too.*Destroyed bathroom at a party- they kept groping me.*tried to let a horse loose in a grocery store parking lot (I was drunk and he looked thirsty!)*beat another big girl in head with lunch tray (wouldn't let up off me)*had sex with mom's boyfriend (thot they had broken up) while I was married and he was my boss. The attention, safety and acceptance is what got me- I'm still ashamed of it, too.*Affairs (not on current hubby, love him to core)*Pissed cuz hubby had porn (trigger for me)- wouldn't see things my way... tied him to bed sexy-like and left him w/ magazine- "let them finish my job since I've been finishing theirs." Point got across. Threatened to- and would have- run over computer for same reason.*Bashed father in head with cup and then lamp while he was already down- he had been choking me.*on a known window peeker, cast (fake) black magic spell on neighbor with black candle, black silk bag and note: "you've been watching her, now we are all watching you". He moved 2 months later *drove around town with my top up- not the cars, mine, lol. Mooned people, flashed people-- hey, we live close to new orleans. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cactus Posted October 30, 2005 Report Share Posted October 30, 2005 Didn't know how much there was... damn! Don't know what the craziest was, but kept writing out of curiousity.does it matter what age? some are triggering...*(kid) destroyed private school science room and broke all the formaldehyde jars*sat in X's car waiting for him to come out of work so I could stab him with my metal fingernail file*crapped in friends clothes pile cuz she flirted with boyfriend *took brick to class in purse, going to clunk kid in front of me- tried to egg him on, too (he picked on me, not after that, tho)*was going to use hairspray can/lighter as flamethrower on big chick gonna beat me up. She backed off, too.*Destroyed bathroom at a party- they kept groping me.*tried to let a horse loose in a grocery store parking lot (I was drunk and he looked thirsty!)*beat another big girl in head with lunch tray (wouldn't let up off me)*had sex with mom's boyfriend (thot they had broken up) while I was married and he was my boss. The attention, safety and acceptance is what got me- I'm still ashamed of it, too.*Affairs (not on current hubby, love him to core)*Pissed cuz hubby had porn (trigger for me)- wouldn't see things my way... tied him to bed sexy-like and left him w/ magazine- "let them finish my job since I've been finishing theirs." Point got across. Threatened to- and would have- run over computer for same reason.*Bashed father in head with cup and then lamp while he was already down- he had been choking me.*on a known window peeker, cast (fake) black magic spell on neighbor with black candle, black silk bag and note: "you've been watching her, now we are all watching you". He moved 2 months later *drove around town with my top up- not the cars, mine, lol. Mooned people, flashed people-- hey, we live close to new orleans.<{POST_SNAPBACK}>YOUR A LEGEND :lol: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
reactive*emotions Posted October 30, 2005 Report Share Posted October 30, 2005 I'm boring . The most outrageous thing i ever did was masturbate during Russian lessons at my public school(never did learn much Russian). Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cjbros73 Posted October 30, 2005 Report Share Posted October 30, 2005 use to get a huge thrill when I was really sick in hospital and I would escape and hide and I could see the nurses doctors and pschyologist looking for me, (usually VERY suicudual at time) and get a kick out of them not being able to find me, thought I had won one over them. The hospital I was in was private and my mum had worked there for years before I got sick so I knew all the hiding spots and my god I had fun, lmao.Cheerscjbros73 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
alphaOmega Posted October 31, 2005 Report Share Posted October 31, 2005 YOUR A LEGEND Â Â <{POST_SNAPBACK}>LOL! Cactus, too funny, been called alot of things, but never that Its always the shy ones, isn't it? Try to be so nice, but folks just won't let some things alone...Oh, forgot these...*ripped out phone cords from wall when pissed at Dad for calling my Mom on me... who called the cops. I was drunk and angry.*got bored and stole my Dad's car while he was passed out drunk- brought back w/out gas and making funny sound- oops.*put dead fish in pervert neighbor's mailbox.*tied dead snake to grouch-neighbor's door knob*stole Mom's keys, made duplicate, skipped school and got busted by being behind Dad at red light, oops, again.*skipped hi school, got drunk and sunburned at beach- came back to school. Damn, you've gotta be bored!*arrested for shoplifting a blush and earrings.*tried to flush girls head down bar toilet- she wouldn't leave me alone- didn't catch her, was too drunk, lol. *broke boyfriend's finger and backed his eye. Just wouldn't move his finger from my face, yanno?*didn't take that hint, so later, he decided to get physical again... he grabbed me and pulled me back down to car seat forcefully, so I had to pin his head against car window with one foot and kick it with the other foot... it worked that time *threw ham sandwich at cop car- it stuck to windshield *stole house plants*egged and t/peed houses*Drag-racing*Pulled out girls crotch-hair during fist-fight (kept flirting with b/friend).*My favorite? The snooty neighbors b-hind us griped about our weedy gardens, so when she, her 16 yo son and husband came out for their afternoon yard walk, I put on my thong bikini bottom, bent WAAAAAAAAYYYYY over and weeded the garden for her- without having shaved first. Not one word then or thereafter... Nuthin like a hairy nether-region to shut up nosy neighbors.*I think I vaguely remember getting drunk and puking in someone's purse... Anyway, this is good therapy. Been so ashamed of myself, but its really futile, isn't it? Shame just compounds the problem and not like we can take anything back, and its not like some of these things weren't justified given the circumstances (not car theft, thats not too good, lol). One can only work with the tools they're given, right? Besides, its worth the healing laugh and someone can say- at least I'm not that bad. :P Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
alphaOmega Posted October 31, 2005 Report Share Posted October 31, 2005 Paddypotty, the breastmilk and farting thing in therapy, ROFL!!!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
toonkate Posted October 31, 2005 Author Report Share Posted October 31, 2005 u r a legend Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zach112331 Posted November 2, 2005 Report Share Posted November 2, 2005 i just remembered I was in a hospital psych ward and I somehow got loose from the straps on my bed, it took hours, then I made my way to the elevator and pressed the down button.the elevator door opened and my parents were standing there.. foiled again.I had a friend on the ward who had sliced herself some and she used to come into my room and talk to me for hours while I was tied down. She truly was a friend who I later lost track of - I sure appreciated the company. was not allowed to listen to radio - had a nurse who constantly harped on god would not be happy with my friend or me. She was so full of it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
toonkate Posted November 2, 2005 Author Report Share Posted November 2, 2005 do they really still tie ppl to beds?wot had u done to deserve that? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tal Posted November 3, 2005 Report Share Posted November 3, 2005 the most out of control i ever got,the lowest or at least one of the lowest..ex and i were splittting up he had been having affair...he was moving his stufff one day,before he arrived i cut all the leather off the couches,kicked in the big screen tv,threw an iron through the front window,and then cut all my hair off-that was the one i personally do not understand...tal Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
toonkate Posted November 3, 2005 Author Report Share Posted November 3, 2005 i did the hair cut thing once too! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
carmelina Posted November 3, 2005 Report Share Posted November 3, 2005 Mine seem boring in comparison.. but I'll jump on the band wagon whilst I'm here anyways *Superglued a teacher I didn't like to her chair. *Bought a supersoaker in on the last day of school, ran into classrom with above teacher and supersoaked her and the entire class. *If you've ever been to Manchester - ran around in the Picadilly fountain, fully clothed first thing in a morning whilst everybody was going to work doing my nakey dance (don't know how that worked seeing as I was fully clothed).*Ran out in front of a car and got knocked over, just because I felt like doing something crazy. Luckily (or not so luckily) didn't break anything but was pretty battered and bruised and broke my glasses.Been having urges to do something extreme lately. Keep threatening to go on strike at work, take off all my clothes and stand on the roof singing at the top of my voice. Gotten close to doing it once or twice.. but I guess I'm just losing my touch.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
paddypotty Posted November 3, 2005 Report Share Posted November 3, 2005 Wish I knew how to make those urges disappear,hate going out cos of all the bizarre thoughts that race through my mind,got into loads of bother for behaving like this before,grown to hate it now.Its weird,get a weird notion into my head and have to go through with it even though I know 2/3 days later my face will be burning with embarrassment.Patricia Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
toonkate Posted November 3, 2005 Author Report Share Posted November 3, 2005 would love to have a go at the streaking thingbut me really dont have the bod for it! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
paddypotty Posted November 3, 2005 Report Share Posted November 3, 2005 I take the meaning of streaky bacon to a higher level,streaky cellulite perhaps for mePatricia Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zach112331 Posted November 4, 2005 Report Share Posted November 4, 2005 toonkate - When I got admitted I fought with everyone in sight. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
zach112331 Posted November 4, 2005 Report Share Posted November 4, 2005 toonkate - When I got admitted I fought with everyone in sight. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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